omfg my dream come true.

 I'M GOING TO SS3 ON JANUARY 29 2011 . 


i'm so excited ydek , thank you thank you thank you faith for the tickets , i'll be sure to pay you back. we'll be standing in pen B , which is the moshpit &  it's soooooo close to the stage , in fact , its kind of like connected to the stage homfg ;~; . Just when I thought my dream would be crushed , a miracle occurred.♥ I'll finally be able to see hae baby & sj + m this is a dream come true , really. i'll see those amazing & wonderful dorks play with each
other , eunhae's solo (can't wait for this!) , the funny & cute vcrs , cooking cooking (one of the main highlights) 
& basically , everything about sushow. I can't thank everyone enough , this is equivalent to me scoring 300/300 for my psle which is obviously impossible.


thank you , for everything . 


P/S : i love you , lee donghae , more than anything else.

why i love lee donghae. ♥

Okay so this is a post that is dedicated to hae , my one & only love mmkay.♥ I couldn't get the sushow3 tickets so im fucking depressed.


okay so yes , why do i love him? he's not perfect ( everyone isn't ) , he has flaws , he's just a normal human being. so why do i love him so much? 


first off , his voice , is like chocolate okay , no kidding. I die inside every time whenever he speaks / sings / raps /  laughs / giggles. he is like ....everything packed into one.


you want evidence? click here. i swear he has the most amazing , beautiful , gorgeous , loveliest voice ever. It does calm me down ;~; .

moving on to his looks ( not that i mind looks ) , He . pwns . almost . everyone.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck , he looks like a god i tell you , this calls for a picture spam.

holy shit this is why i love him okay , baby. <3

I swear he's trying to kill us all , that motherfucking suit makes it better ;~;.

some hae-ass for you? n_____n . fuck i just need that in my life k.

fany hae-pits? - if you hate hairy men , do not fear. Hae shaves 8) .

one of the best pictures. i spy hae-bulge. feel free to stare .

when baby winks i go crazy & i do keyboard spazzings.

kdjkfdgjhskgjksghhnnnggggggg y u do this to me mr lee?

see omfg his smile is so angelic /squishes. 

ok , end of picture spam. any of you wnna see crying hae? n_____n.

holy fuck bb crying makes me my heart ache , im serious ;~;

speaking of this gif , his new drama is going to air today!

" it's okay , daddy's daughter" FUCK GOING TO SO STREAM.

above everything , i love donghae for who he is , he never fails to bring a smile to all of us , he never makes us disappointed & i love him to bits. maybe i'll meet him one day , maybe now's not the right time. but whatever it is , i'll love him the same . <3

so fucking worried.

okay so ss3 ticket sales began & i didn't get the tickets. It's only the FIRST day of priority booking. I'm so fucking pissed right now. Sistic & RITS can gdiaf . Going to try my luck again on the 23rd , i hope i'll get the tickets like seriously . T______________________________________________________________T.
so bloody unfair. 5000 tickets is OBVIOUSLY not enough , because of the massive stage. & I realised real elfs ( the non-ahlian ones) , they don't get their tickets lmfao. ugh thats like half of the entire sgelfs 8| . I don't think I can sleep for this whole week , so bloody scared .

picture spam.

I had superloads of fun at universal studios singapore yesterday! spent all my money on gifts & food , $71 all gone. my heart ached , i swear ;~; . so..I woke up at like 7AM , left the house around...8.45? & then took a cab to sentosa.

We took the jurassic park ride first & what the fuck , totally wet . The last part is fucking scary i swear , but super fun k \O/// . ummmmmmmm had lasagna for lunch , pizza as well. Thanks aunt choo for helping us to pack drinks & snacks . <3 she packed bread , pocari sweat , special sweets , poncho & lots of other stuffs before-hand , so sweet of her lah please.

After lunch we walked around for awhile , went to sci-fi city , then later went to take the mummy ride . FUCKING SCARY & DAMN ASSHOLE PLEASE , felicia cried while queuing up cause she was scared & it was so damn dark inside i swear to lord .

So we went into the seats & it was so fast lah damn it. I closed my eyes then bend down along with feli , then suddenly i look up cause not the scary part yet. SUDDENLY I TURN TO MY RIGHT I FIND A FUCKING MUMMY SPRAYING WATER FROM ITS MOUTH TO MY FACE , it landed on my specs , ugh .

Thenthen its damn scary i shouted back at the mummy & then suddenly theres this HUUUUUUUGE drop so i was like fuckfuckfuckkkkk LOLOLOL , k then later my tears came out LMAO /loser/.

OKAY THIS IS PART ONE OF MY POST LOL KTHXBYE

graduation day.

so ...it's grad day tomorrow. I'm going to miss every single taonanite ): I'm going to miss 6C. I'm going to miss choir so fucking much it hurts so badly. now someone talks to me as if im not important to them. this sucks big time . I'm going to miss my friends , i always claim to not have friends but to be honest , i have friends . they're like my life , without them , i couldn't have survived school. Sureeeeeeee , im not popular , but i dont need to be popular ok , i just know that people are always behind me & those people are . my . friends .

maybe this doesn't apply to some of you , but being in a mixed school is wonderful. You have people from all walks of life , different genders , different people , different tastes. I love all of my schoolmates & sometimes , school may suck reallyyyyyyyy badly , but im sure it does have its good points too.

going to blog about my universal studios trip later or tomorrow.

universal studios tomorrow!

Once again , edits aren't mine . Finally! tomorrow I get to go to universal studios with Vanessa & Felicia , can't wait omg! :) so yeah this is basically a reaaaaaaally short post , will update with photos' from the outing tomorrow , see you guys!

hae hae you you.

lol boy waylt ;~; my heart melts everytime I see you sobs , OHYES! Nov.18's our 2nd year "anniversary" , not really an anniversary , but it marks the day I started stanning you hard , I can't wait no more , baby . 

maybe it's just me , but I absolutely can't wait to see you for supershowthree. i want to see you face-to-face so badly ydek. 

& p/s : im so fucking jealous of hyuk , he gets you every night /bricked.