just no.

How can I let my emotions take over me , why can't I control it properly? I feel like i'm living another person's life . I am an outcast , once an outcast , always an outcast. If I could rewind the time , I certainly would . To be honest , I am not okay with jjong dating. He's already at the peak of his career . But I'm happy that he followed his heart & decided to go public with it . My friends don't like me anymore , they talk behind my back & i always end up becoming an outcast . O right , nobody wants to talk to me anyway. I hate animal abusers & they give me a reason for me to hate people alot . I know i'm going off-topic , but who fucking cares anyway . i feel inferior to other people , especially those better than me . I know if i'm going to go to secondary school , one day i'm going to slit my wrists & all the blood comes out then i'll die. thanks for reading this piece of crap