health nut much .

I am so busy , & im going to do my work after this post , i promise . gengs in singapore now , i miss him alot .  Apparently , he went to have bah kut teh , without me! sajdkajfkjdgkjrkejg i dont rikes you hangeng . anyway , hes having his showcase & fanmeet ...on saturday? on sunday? Im not sure /noob fan.

by the way , I am being a healthfreak these days , guh , I dont eat junk food anymore , no more macs , no more kfc , no more pizza hut , more water , more boiled stuff . what is life i dont even know . 

Day10.

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad.

I listen to different types of songs actually , I listen to SHINee's Hello ( their new single ) when im happy . 

When I'm sad , I listen to Super Junior's In My Dream . It's a really slow & sad song with a nice melody , one of my favourites from the 4jib album :) 

When I'm Bored , I just actually put my itunes on shuffle 8> 

When I'm Hyped , I listen to Rainbow's A . omg , its like super catchy & addicting after you hear it many many times . 

When I'm mad , I listen to Orianthi's According to you . FOR SERIOUS LOLOL.

day 09.

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days.

sigh , i'd wish to say that im proud of something , like studying . but theres nothing to be proud of these few days , im so f-ed up . HAHHAHHHA , proud of something? Sleeping late.

Day 08.

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

One - Study harder & Revise more . Two - Try not to skip at least one meal a day , at least three full meals . Three - Try not to go on the computer so much since psles coming . Four - Catch up on Kpop . Five - Work on my singing , its getting rusty after I stopped choir for psle. Six - Do my homework on time.

& why ? you ask me , because I benefit from all these . But I bet I wont accomplish all , September's coming to an end ):

day 07.

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you.

Him . Lee DongHae , He changed my life . I love him to bits , & im not afraid to express it .  I love the way he sings , dances , talks , laughs , everything . I just hope , in January , Back Stage Passes & a Photo with you , that will do . Please let it happen , just once , please? 2 Years of you in my life , everything was worth it . Now , I'll have to study hard to make you proud & everyone else who wants me to do well . November 18 2008 , our anniversary's coming up , baby . I love you & you will forever be part of my life , not joking . You made me realise how important my life is , You made me realise that friendship & love is one of the most nicest things on earth , how could I ever forget ? & your birthday is coming soon , 15th October , Friday . I'll wait for that , I will , & dont worry , I wont cheat.

Day 06.

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

Totally Spies.

Are they counted as superheroes ? Because I used to watch their show all the time. It used to air on Disney like every day at 3.00PM & on weekends , they have Back to Back episodes which I miss alot . gah , My favourite's Clover . Why? HBIC = Head Bitch In Charge . Durrrrrr. HAHAHA , no srsly I like these three alot . This is like what , the cartoon version of Charlie's Angels , Jerry Being Charlie . LMFAO , okay . <3

saturday .

skafjkjfkrjkgjkjg my life is complete /worships otp.

this is a boring saturday , i must say . urgh like I only went out to vivo for lunch , then I came back LOLOL . sigh ,I'll have to start on my work , im going out all the way to seletar later oh my god . daaaaang it . 

Day 05.

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Marina Bay Sands - Hotel Lobby!

To be truly honest , I dont like it there . Its so mother-fucking crowded . & I actually thought I was at the wrong place when I got there . It looks more like those Genting-type of hotel or Train Station . The service is SO goddamn bad , not going to lie , I dont think I can go there again . But , the pool is great . But heckloads of hairy people I dont like . But one point is that I could see the YOG thingy at the sky park ( the 4minute-BEAST one ) LOL , im so pathetic -_- . 

Day 04.

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have.

( im doing two days today because of all the days I skipped.)

It would have to be biting my nails . I always bite my nails when I'm nervous & then the habit got bigger so I started biting them even when i'm not nervous . They look super ugly so im planning to go to the manicurist to get my nails done . & then after psle i would put nail polish . I used to have polish on my fingers but once I started biting , I cleaned them all off . Its a pity , from once gorgeous nails to disgusting half-biten fingernails , stupid of me to bite them . But its a habit . Unless I buy those polish that has this disgusting taste & smell , maybe that will work? 

SO PEOPLE , DO NOT BITE YOUR NAILS . 

Regarding what Xiaxue said about blogging.

Okay , So I just watch Xiaxues guide to life video about Blogging & It all makes sense . EVERY SINGLE POINT MAKES SENSE . Now Listen up , I dont like people who hide their music on their blogs because Its damn irritating & What if im listening to my music & your blasty death metal shit comes out & then what do I do ? Okay lor , thats one-turn off . & all your embedded videos on replay & stuff like that , Please go & learn your html before you even dare to put youtube videos / music on your blog because apparently , I have alot of friends who are plain noob .

Second of all , I dont like people who always blog about Love & Emo stuff . You want more people to read your blog , so why you blog about this nonsensical stuff that is not going to happen to you? I know there is no limit whatsoever but If you really want to attract more visitors & increase your daily stats , please just stop all the fucking crap . Think about it , would people be attracted to your blog if all you blog about is emo quotes & love? I dont really think so .

Thirdly , Spamming my cbox isn't going to help either . I know I can't please everyone , but hey , I suck but at least I dont suck dicks like all of you "keyboard warriors " who type like old-school noob shit . PLEASE GET AWAY *v* . I dont need all of your criticisms whatsoever . I may be rude & vulgar, But at least I know right from wrong . You may call me whatever You like , Im fine with it although I may feel alittle sour & start to bite back , its normal trust me . BUT YOU'RE WRONG IN THE FIRST PLACE BY SPAMMING MY CBOX . Some of you even copied my material . Nothing else better to blog ? OUT OF INSPIRATION ? Get your own fucking muse & Copy from her , im no copying machine bitch .

I am vulgar , but you cant restrict what type of language I use right? Even I dont mind the vulgarities on your blogs because its way more than me .

& I hope some of you just use your brains for once, or are you brainless ? :O

donghae spam.

okayokay , I promised _____ for a donghae spam so here it is .

cant you actually see why minhae is real? 

THESE TWO ARE EVEN MORE REAL . minus yesung :>

please bitch , everyone knows hae picked jjong in fbg . 

okay qts . sorry biased here. biases biases biases. *v*.

 drink more water , pimples are appearing .

omg lipbite /dead.

omg tongue tongue tongue tongue .

LOL what the bastard is this /cries/

omg stalker photo , hot *v*.

I LIKE THIS PHOTO ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT.

I love haetongue ! :>

omg pout right there /faints/

hi there , i love you <3.

omg hes speaking english omg that was my wish HAHA , omg my life is complete for srs.

AND LAST ONE! :D KYUHAE ! \o/

tgif.

thats my new facebook profile picture , i know its fail . URGGGGGH , but i like my eyelashes , they curl naturally so I dont need no mascara *v* . Personally I like makeup & I am quite expert on it ( not bragging ) , but I dont wear makeup often , im 12 , ridiculous . ANYWAY , I love GLEE SEASON 2 LIKE FOR SERIOUS :) 

 

I freaking love them together . CORY X LEA / FINN X RACHEL :D

Day 03.

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

from left : felicia & jamie . ( im not in it . )

Hi , my best friends aka cousins for life . Felicia & Jamie , the two people I love the most . 1996 , 1997 , 1998 . 3 Years in a row , we all came into this world , barely knowing each other even though we're cousins . But now , I think we got really close & all those times at Felicia's house & Jamie's house , playing the wii & dancing in Jamie's room . Staying over @ felicia's house , beating douglas up , visiting YWCA , all of us three went together *v* . HAHA , i miss you guys alot . THANK GOD WE'RE F A M I L Y . & yes , I haven't forgot Tricia , our little one  our youngest cousin . I dont have your picture here , & i dont have any picture of us four together , but trust me , We'll take one together! PROVIDED THIS MISSY AKA JAMIE WANTS TO TAKE . I love you guys , felicia jamie tricia ;____; <3

busy like a bee.

finally scanned all my So Nyeo in Tokyo Photobook pictures.

the pictures are so damn HQ & they all look absolutely stunning please . Obsessed with snsd nowadays , & Fany's becoming my top 4 bias soon! Now its like Yoona , Yuri & Jessica . But , forever a yoonyul trooper ! 

But of course , I love all 9 . & SO BUSY NOWADAYS ;____; /stab.

day two.

Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name.

Fishae @ tumblr.com means everything to me . Well , fish represents Donghae &  hae is the 2nd part of Donghae's name . Doesnt really mean alot to you I guess , but it means alot to me . So , since fish & hae represents Donghae , I combined it to get Fishae . Why only one H ? because Fishhae would look absolutely wrong . I like my words clean &  simple . I am an original &  idek , some bitch copied my name and put it as fishhae . 

& the title of my tumblog is : 

ℓOVING YOU . 

click on the yellow thingy to go to my tumblr.

 it was just so random ;x 

no mood oh gosh.

taengsic ! 

no mood to blog nowadays , seriously want to die . PSLE LC was so freaking easy I could die just going nuts because It was sooooo easy. Okay , tata.

idiots

warning : rantahead!


You criticized what I wrote on facebook about kpop & all ? You cant stand people who like kpop? fuck off because its not up to you to decide what we like & dont like.  I know moderation is key , but seriously? directed to me & crystal? yeah like we always post about kpop on facebook . shut up if you want to call me crap . My status-es are full of crap , really? You wanted to block me & Crys then I said , " block me then" . then you said you were considering to . WAIT , i thought you wanted to instantly block? You've been tolerating us then why didn't you speak up earlier? I could have not be a sadist & leave facebook since last year & then join tumblr . Oh wait , tumblr is much more interesting then your constant bitching. If you seriously dislike what we like then just tell us . Dont be a fucking coward to anon your stuff . I said what I had to say , & then you continue arguing . WOW , okay . If you continue like that , im afraid we can't be friends no longer . I already said I have an attitude & you still try to agitate me . Whats important is to love your loved ones & fuck the rest. Dont even try to talk to me about you hating kpop . You may have GEP-ers to back you up but I have one whole army with me . Fuck you , What if I said Germany music sucked & England sucked? You wouldn't like it either . I Respected what you like & kept quiet about it . Please bitch , I already accommodated you & your kpophating friends alot . I removed all the kpop related stuff . Then here you go again saying its not enough . FUCK YOU THEN . By the way you act in school ( zombie like ) , I dont think anyone would take an interest in you . Im not saying I have alot of friends ( I DONT ) , Im just saying your EQ needs to be improved because your UPTHERE ( brain ) is lacking alot of EQ.

so yes , I've said & done my part & you should too . bye.

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself.

taken at Marina Bay Sands :) + edited .

1. Im into kpop , period.

2. I am a superjunior & SHINee stan :D

3. I love Lee Donghae , is mine & shall be mine.

4. I talk alot , & I really can't stop talking when asked to shut up . 

5. I really detest squid & some seafood , is this counted ? LOL.

6. My parents are divorced for 4 years already.

7. Im an only child .

8. I have alot of friends but no best friends . 

9. I cant stand people smoking ( my father smokes /shot) 

10. I only have one grandmother alive now DDD;

11. I can sing , way better than some people in choir.

12. Im humble sometimes .

13. Im sarcastic .

14. Im on 13 kpop forums & the only ones im active on is : sjworld ( superjunior ) , affxtion ( F(x) ) , soshified ( snsd ) & sfi ( shinee ) .

15. I love 30 day challenges.

30 day challenge!

going to do this challenge , here instead of tumblr :3


Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 30- Who are you?


Day 1 will be on the next post :)

new skin.

hey guys . Back with a new skin because the font is just lovely ( franklin gothic medium) . LOL , favourite font of all time . Okay talking like a retard now so yeah , 11.30PM & its a weekday &a; im not sleeping yet , sigh. So , going to sleep now! TATA GUYS! Btw the cbox is at the profile so yeah , do tag me! :)

busy busy busy.

I love Yuri in this smtown shot. Black Pearl Yul is back! :D

anyway , im so busy these days , only coming online for like 1-1/2 hours then going to sleep . sigh , not even going online in like the afternoon ): okay , i have srsly nothing to blog about , lifes boring , as usual urgh.

studying.

I have been seriously studying for the whole damn day . Finished ALL my school homework by 3PM & then slept like a ffffff pig till 4.30PM then had chinese tuition till 6PM. then watched music bank! BoA won , was a re-run blahblahblah . Had dinner then watched E! entertainment till like 10PM . Awesome , I love E! :D Keeping up with the Kardashians is like the awesome-est show ever . Its so funny & nice ;3 I LOVE KHLOE & KOURTNEY & KIM *v* . Then watched Khloe & Kourtney take miami . nice show overall . Then they were blurting out fuck the whole time & then it was like censored . I dont get it lol censor for what . not like everyone likes to watch this kind of show . but whatever , not going to be online much , only at nights so yeah fml.

ohmybored.

your daily dose of donghae!

sigh , so damn goddamn bored . Theres science left to do but Im seriously procrastinating fml . Ohgosh cant wait for school tmrw! No sarcasm intended :) You'll be like how can anyone like school but seriously only there because I must go to school & for the friends sluts . erm so yeah , school is actually pretty boring theres no one to spazz kpop with except esther , crystal & Haena . Speaking of Haena , jealous she has like the last part of Donghaes & Yoona's name *v* . Shes a pretty nice korean that is actually my classmate for three years yay me! so if i call her haena ( like HAE & A NA ) I'll be calling yoona x donghae how awesome is that! YAY OTP OTP OTP YOONHAE AKA HAENA LOLOLOLOOLOL *v* IM SO LAME & RANDOM . Still ...I LOVE YOU HAENA! :D

To anyone!

HAHA , something special I made for yoonyul troopers @ soshified .

Recently I've been watching debut stages , & dbsks one made me miss them truckloads . Call me a new cassie , but I didn't know their debut stage was one day after christmas & that they performed with BoA . 

sigh ...I want dbsk back ! :) btw, 2NE1 came back today! I love their new singles.  But favourite has got to be ' Go Away' . Im like super confused because I dont know if CL died in the mv or not ;x . Still , Dara is awesome :D By the way , I downloaded desktop buddies! Updated Jjong version , Donghae chibi , Jessica & Tiffany ones , Real-face Eunhyuk & Eunhae :D they multiply so damn fast lah omfg /shot.

for one-shots.

From now on , http://paintmydream.blogspot.com will be in use for my one-shots & fanfictions . This place will not be a dumping ground from now on! :D so , go to paintmydream & then read the one-shots ! please & thankyou!

hello , i love you .

"I want to tell you so much , i love you  . 

And tell you time & time again , How much I care . 

Tell me how to win your heart , for I havent got a clue.

& let me start by saying , I love you . "

im so unbelievably addicted to Glee & the Glee songs . 

the sound track is seriously jjang!

& yes , trust me , its an awesome show , 

because true gleek speaking here ! ( been following the show since it came out~ ) 

Im so hungry ... randomgirl_98 here.

actually im not hungry , my stomach is super pain . 

ffffuuuu mensy.

HAHA , someone just spelled weather as whether on my tlist.

GIRL , P6 ALREADY & EVEN THOUGH I DONT KNOW YOU , 

PLEASE BRUSH UP ON YOUR ENGLISH IT SERIOUSLY SUCKS.

what happens next?

I dont get something . 

since this year , so many people are starting to love kpop in my school.

Not that I hate them , but they're so fucking biased . 

theres this girl with the same biases as me , she just got into kpop . 

She keeps claiming jonghyun & DONGHAE in my face.

okay , like I needed to know that -_-

& I guess people here already know how obsessed I am with donghae right?

yeah I guess she knows too , but she keeps claiming him as her husband in my face.

please bitch , you wont ever stand a chance , & did I claim him in your face much less claim ? NO.

so yeah stop the crap & just walk out of my face please.

HAHA , I dont mind people liking my biases , but srsly , claiming ? HELL NO .

I'll just claim back *v*. 

I get alot of haters because I stan donghae & stuff , fuck off if you srsly want to pick a fight.

& I really needed to do _|_ this in their face . ( by the way , I gave them two fingers.)

IMMATURE & NOOB KPOP FANS

I dont like new AND rude kpop fans , thats it .

if they're new I can understand , but rude ? sorry bitch no making friends ^^v.

btw , aftermath was scaary , so many noob fans anti me . 

homework.

now playing : My Style - Brown Eyed Girls .

"there may be many fishes in the sea , but the only fish i long for is donghae."

Bought mooncakes again!

from the mooncake fair at parkway LOL , 

damn nice /nomnom.

& I have so many homework! I left chinese math english science aka all subjects fml.

Shall not continue any further .
DONGHAE IS THE LOVE~

what an idiot you are.

I want these pair of converses!

warning : rant ahead!

theres this girl in my school , she absolutely detests kpop & she often asks me to shut the fuck up

about all the kpop-related stuff . I wasnt even talking to her about kpop because I know that 

she hates it . then next , I was just spazzing on facebook & then she was like , " can you 

stop all the korean shit stuff can? you are damn annoying lah!" oh please , in real life,

I already shut up about kpop when im in front of you , & even virtually , I dont have

freedom? what is this? please lah , as if you will understand anything anyway.

block me lah , like I care . If you can name me 10 things on why kpop is disgusting,

I'll totally leave you alone . BUT YOU CANT , & thats why you're misunderstanding it.

If you cant appreciate the music I like , then too bad . & PLEASE DONT EVER

MAKE EXCUSES LIKE , " I DONT UNDERSTAND THE LANGUAGE"

oh please , Do i look like I do ? dumbfuck .

& you have totally no right to criticize who I idolize & stuff . 

whats wrong with donghae ? nothing . But you detest kpop & him , 

you know why ? because your so-called crush isnt even as cute as him ,

isnt as talented as him & the best of all , isnt even handsome as him.

so yeah , I SMELL JEALOUSY *v*. 

but whatever , such "people" shouldnt be allowed the tile of "person."

WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE A MARTIAN INSTEAD ? 

Dumbgirl_98 , HELLOOOOOOO ARE YOU THERE WAKE UP YOU ARE SO DUMB :>

from , slut_98 . 

HAHAHAHA , 

learned from viv 8D

→ r e a l p o s t .

HAHA , this is so cute ^^v.

I just made a so-called study timetable for the whole week . 

no lah , actually for tmrw & thursday . 

THURSDAY IS GOING TO BE THE FUCKING BOMB ! 

Im having the whole house to myself , aunty & mother going to mbs to stay again fuckyeah.

anyway sneaking the com now , shes out for durian i needa start on my math . 

CIRCLES /shot.

& if doing math was as easy as reblogging i'd ace it.

so whatever fuck this

we should just w a l k a w a y.

now playing : 사랑사랑사랑 - Ftisland.

i actually ship these two together /shot.

megan fox ♥   . 

its officially the start of the holidays for me!

no more supplementary classes but still , yeah . 

im so in love with tweetdeck , its so fkin' awesome.

k , shall start on my chinese homework , ohgod.

s h i t .

^ needless to say , gaga is osm.

i think im not going to use the computer for a month , 

or a few weeks since psle is coming but whatever.

so yeah , you get what im trying to say.

H I A T U S . 

late.

why are the two of them so cute T^T , esp hyukjae . 

anyway , its like 10.35PM now , I have to go back to school tomorrow . 

sigh , always supplementary & ts so goddamn boring even though I 

can catch up with everything & do my work on time . I still have afew

more homeworks to go &  I dont even bother completing them , fml.

ohyah , I started using tweetdeck again but it has its downsides .

the sound it makes whenever someone tweets , oh lawd . ( like whats happening now).

& imagine like when example people streamin' ss3 or something & then got the

same goddamn irritating sound LOLOL , but actually I shouldnt complain 

since Im using it at my own free will ^^v.

w/e , i have late-night cravings nowadays like a pregnant woman OLOL.

& right now craving for chocolate T_T so delicious yet so calorie-increasing.

LMFAO , TATA.

sm town LA.

SMTOWN BALLOON ^^v. 

uh yeah , doing smtown spam , might be a long post.

starting off the spam with some sj . 

omg do you see mochi next to hae ? /hearts all around.

@totallyjess tweeted a photo of her & hae together :O.

nah , this isnt really related but since he came to LA & jess is living in LA , 

i guess they met up & talked? :)

changmin & yunho ! :D although you cant really see them.

press con from left : jay - trax (?) , teuk , siwon , yunho , fany.

chyeah , siwons always praying.

omg sooyoungs english is good ! + fanys eye smile <3

& omg , heechul kissed henry ! omg violation but still hot so whatever.

needless to say .

wtfuck soy got super good seats please ! ( soy is the founder of soshified , snsds intl forum).

WAAAAAAH SO PERFECT T^T <3

seokyu is so beautiful :3 forget yongseo . 

SHINee performing quasimodo & daaang , onews lookin' fine!

the program books - Actually i really like program books LOL <3

sj , LOL @ hae arms.

ring ding dong ! :)

moving on ... TRAX IS SO BEAUTIFUL :'> jay <3

omg yunho knows how to party hard ey? dj!yunho @ after party.

snsd ! DO YOU SEE YOONYUL & JETI TOGETHER ? :D

ending of genie , y'know i think this are the best genie outfits.

Sj with bonamana !

AND LOL , Hyukjae under the stage ! <3

SO CUTE LOLOL.

moving on to the after party , SHINee @ the red carpet!

pity , only 21 & above can go in thats why taemin isnt there LOLOL.

& the whole of f(x) wasnt there either LMFAO.

& woah key , diva much ! 

jjongs wearing the same clothes as the one that he wore at the airport LOL.

omg eunhaes damn hot omfg omfg omfg omfg . 

I confirm hae not going to drink , but the rest will ^^v.

omg ! mochi looks damn hot lah ! & zhoumi too !

sungmin , why the black face DDDDDDDDD;

oops i forgot some photos ... sones are so <3 .

omg all of them are so pretty *v* . esp yoong , sica & fany. BUT ALL OF THEM ARE SO GORGEOUS!

LOL BOA <3

OTL SO DAMN JEALOUS OF SOY.

SHE GOT HER BIAS LOOKING AT HER ( YURI ) .

& DAMN HQ PLEASE.

& to end off the spam , smtown jjang!

Sorry , I was lacking f(x) pictures because they performed SO EARLY . 

& BoA & Some of the csjh members too DDDDDD;

& Kangta , god :< SO SORRY .